They Just Living In My Headposted Sep 5th 2009, 12:06AM
Mood: Lost
She hates me and I can just fuck off. Yay.
Just what I like to hear... I love you Krista. I oploaded that screeshot to make Nikki happy, because she haven't talked much to me, because I told her I still loved you and wanted to be with you. I just wanted her to talk to me... So she wouldn't feel sad...
I didn't thhought you saw it, I didn't even knew you stalked me... I throught after you said you hated me and you would leave me alone and you blocked me... I thought you hated me...
I am sorry Krista. I wont give up. I will always have my heart ripped up for you. And even I do failures and mistakes all the time, I promise, I will try not to...
You mean EVERYTHING to me...
GOD! I am visiting my granmother, because my dad is very sick and is on hospital, he moved home again... Kiwi is home again too! I missed that lil dog C':
But I am afraid dad wont get it any better ._. but there will come some people and talk with him soon... and mom cries all the time >.>
i hate to see her cry, it makes me cry too ._.;
life sucks irl, very badly, i could write the whole story, but it doesnt matter, i know for sure, no one, nor krista, looks my journals... i dont even have any friends here... thats why I write it all... nobody looks this xD So I could just write anything I want to!
Yesterday Maja and I where drawing together, and I looked some old art, and found the art I made of me and Flyht, I cried and shaked so much my mom came and asked me what where wrong! I couldnt speak because i shaked so much, but Maja told her it all...
Mom hugged me, and we where together rest of day, she told me that deviantArt just made me sad and lonely.
- so true. but it still makes me happy. as long Krista is here...
I really dont know what to draw anymore... as you see here and on DA i havent oploaded THAT much lately...
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